This windy fire is also musical.
There is a sound to each person. When lying next to your beloved,
share this sound. Raspy. Sighful. Titters. So many. As you settle
in, snuggle. Spoon. Embrace. What is the breath of your kiss?
How is the temperature of this heart air raised? So that you
both begin to conflagrate?
As sound, so sing. Breathing together. To find
that breath of the beloved. Yourselves as a new presence, a
fuller body. Not always a lilting tune or in tune! But truly
your song
as beloveds. Do you and your beloved have a special song?
Do you desire to compose one? Do you desire to be sung? If
so, have you ever shared that with your lover?
Wash your beloved with your fiery
breath. Breathe upon every aspect of his/her fleshly manifestation.
Breathe upon her toes! What is your breath as you so breathe?
What presence of you comes through this action? A tingling laughter?
An irritable humbling?
Move up and down and across. You know
when you blow fire across her breasts or his cock, when you
playfully catch the fire in her eyes or he hears the heavy breathing
of
your rumbling orgasm, well, you both know that fire. But often
that is more like a hay-fire that flares up in a brilliant
burst, but as quickly disappears into a mist of ash. Do that,
but also
go slowly. Breathe slowly, like blowing embers. Be warmed,
each by the other.
What are the lesser fires, the
mysteries revealed by a breath upon the back, the tip of fingers,
the kneecap? There is the promise of the swirl of a magical,
mystifying, befogging breath which will engulf you both. This
is what you are working towards. What you assemble these breaths
of every aspect, assemble and play them out in ritual, such that
the fire roars up and frightens you, creating a numinous moment,
an elemental moment.
It is a time of facing a fundamental essence
of your own interiority and intimacy. Here the two of you are
like logs ablaze, skin jumpy with the itchy desire to burst
out of your own skin and jump all over your beloved like flitting,
splattering, popping and fizzing embers! Crackle! Pop!
Continue—Fire
